Me

for any of my followers

this is where i go to express my thoughts. the things that people dont know about me. the things that go on in my head that people wouldnt expect. the side of me no1 publicly sees. the shock, the pain, the violence, the ludicrous, the madness, the sadness, the insane, the funny, the other side of me

Unexpected Truths

when i was growing up, i was a kid who always had fun. fun in good ways and fun in naughty ways. the naughty ways were the most fun but they also came with a consequence every time.

as i grew, i developed a stutter which is still here to this day. the older i got, the more behaved i started to become and i think it was for all of the teasing. mix stutter with naughtiness as a kid and it forms bigger consequences which is why i started to behave.

i still managed to have a fun childhood not knowing about the world as i know it now. i wouldnt learn how it would be until after graduating high school. i used to believe life couldnt be as hard as ive seen in the movies and stories thinking im good to go. i wasnt prepared what i was going to realize when the high school days ended.

during community college, i started to develop something i have never known i could ever get this soon. it was called depression. after that, i started to feel and think similar thoughts like everyone else would and that would be suicide. it was really that bad and you just have to trust me on that

some people learn that life can very extremely harsh at a younger age. but as for me, i shouldve known earlier also. real life can really change a person’s perspective of it and i know that i cannot see life differently anymore without the pain. its unavoidable and tattooed into my brain. i was going through life blind like a bat in the darkest caves

i just wish i couldve learned this a lot sooner because i know that i shouldve known

Reblog if you wish cancer didn’t exist.

Reblogged from la-rhetorique-futile

p4zp47z:

Only a sick bastard wouldn’t reblog this.

OK HERE’S THE DEALIO. Wishing cancer didn’t exist would be wishing that there was no cell mutation/evolution.

Without cancer your loved ones wouldn’t be sentient humans, in fact neither would you and you wouldn’t even have a brain to understand cancer.

 A world where cancer is impossible is wishful thinking. A world where cancer is an option in people’s lives would be fucking excellent.

(Source: situati0ns)